Alright, not been blogging for a Long~ while.

Life is difficult, coz I'm growing up.

I'm turning 20, can't believe it. Sigh

Exam always keep coming... Cny still got to revise.

17th Feb 2010 is my PCA class test. Okay, class test is important coz it'll help to add more points to my gpa:D Plus grand exam/final exam is on the way too!

My projects still haven't finish yet. Sigh.

Bio project haven't even started yet. Luckily I'm not the leader, if not I'll just die man.

Yesterday, 6th Feb, Jo and I watched "My Ex" that recommended from Jamaine:D

Scary: 2.5/10 Sad:5/10 nice overall:)

I didn't scream but kept telling him its disgusting and scary. ahah

He also thought so. aahah

Alright, I'm still revising, will update soon! :]

5:57 PM
with love, Jas

2:01 PM
with love, Jas

I was so engrossed of the movie that I didn't really talk to him.

Hmmm, talked about that, I was so pissed by my front rows bimbos.

They were laughing at unnecessary parts of the movie. Well, they thought it was CHEEZY and CLICHÉ I believe-_- For example; one of the scene that Bella jumped down from the cliff and nearly drown, whereby she saw Edward again. They laughed at Edward sudden appearance. Another scene was that the vampire saw Edward's sis vision, whereby Edward and Belle running happily. Well, I thought of Bollywood, but, I didn't think its funny.

I'm a romance novels junkies, so, I don't think its funny. Which makes me feel like I'm a weirdo.

I got even more pissed off when I was in the toilet.

Those bimbos came in giggling and talked so loudly. The way they speak, the way their gesture are, I dislike it. Well, I'm not a witch, if not, I'll cast a spell to make them fly to another toilet man.

After that, we walked around the mall and decided to slowly walk to mrt station.

We bought drinks at seven eleven first and walked outside plaza singapura and snapped photos:}

Then we decided to walk toward orchard and snapped some photos of reindeers too:}

I'll create a album on fb soon:}

Alright, got to sleep, goodnight!

1:57 AM
with love, Jas

6:45 PM
with love, Jas

I dislike afternoon shift man, not much skills to complete.

Have 9 skills from first and second column done, but still, aren't enough for me.

ahah, maybe I'm just greedy.

Next week schedule not so good. Three days afternoon shift and 2 days morning shift.

Gonna aim more skills for next week.

One month four days of break up has passed. I'm still as sentimental as always.

I really hope one year will arrive faster, so that I won't suffer. Well, as in will get to meet someone way better than him.

I hope next year exam will score super good, I wanna aim for poly. Is this possible?

I'm trying hard to be stronger each day.

Trying to stay optimistic,

trying hard to stay cheerful.

But, whenever I'm alone in the train, I'm still thinking of him.

Woke up in the Saturday morning,

lying on a bed, thinking about the past memories I had.

I hated it so much that I feel disgusted of myself.

Nobody's perfect and everyone has flaws.

But, I just can't stop reminding myself as foolish and stupid.

I'm trying hard to forget and move on, I mean it.

Please don't say I didn't coz I really did try.

I'm tired.

12:47 PM
with love, Jas

Before Jamaine joined us, I met Mingmin at woodlands MRT station. Well, as usual, I was late, therefore she got to wait for me at the platform.(oops)

We then trained to admiralty and took a cab to the condo. We went up to her aunt's unit and Mingmin gave her a call. Her little cousin answered and allowed us in.

She was very cute and bright, who doesn't like to speak Chinese. Whoa, Mingmin's aunt was very strict to her daughter. If only I was forced to study and have lotsa tuition. Now, I'm left alone to cope with my studies. Great.

About 1.30pm, we bid goodbye to her aunt, cousin and grandma and we went down for swimming! While swimming, we kept thinking when will Jamaine arrived. We kept going up to check our phones. 2plus, Jamaine called us, like several time. We wore our clothes and took cab to fetch her.

Then finally Jamaine arrived the pool and we hurried to get dressed for swimming! :)

Mingmin taught Jamaine how to swim frog style, she finally going to master it.

As for me, as usual, hard. I got to improve it:(

About 5plus we left the condo, took bus to admiralty interchange. We've decided to go yishun to have dinner. We ate dinner at the western stall and not forget to mention, the food there were marvellous:D Beside our table, there were around 5 kids that age between 12 to 14, they were using vulgarity loudly. As if the place is own by them. Shameless. Then we got irritated, Jamaine decided to play a prank on them. First, Jamaine pretended to lend my phone and listened to music. Then she changed my ringtone and all. After that, she used her phone to call my phone. That's when she talked super loudly. Then I pretended asking who called. She told me someone called to say someone borrowed money and never return. Her vulgar was solid man. ahaha. In no time, the kids went off. One or two of them looked nervous and shocked.

Dumb right? These all are immature and ignorant. They like to act like "ah Bang" yet don't even applicable for it and not even strong enough. Why want to waste their time and ruin their future?

I hope they'll change as they're growing up. Seriously, its hard to get what they can get now. No education, no much income. Its hard. I'm also struggling to get good grades and go to poly.

Sigh

P.S: To ezlee if he ever see this: I won't answer your calls nor msgs. You chose to ignore and chose to lose me. Its your choice.

10:36 AM
with love, Jas

4:59 PM
with love, Jas