Hey

I just changed my blog layout.. Nothing much, but I like my pictures:D haha
Hmm, said that I would post about graduation, but I didn't. Kinda lazy...
I'll try to post something soon:} & upload some pics:}
My blog is so dead, doesn't seem like any soul will read it. Too rusty.
Random, I'm trying to grow back my brows so that I can go beauty salon to trim them. I want to find perfect shape that suits me:}
Anyway, Bing is coming back on 10th March, like finally:D
Kinda disappointed that she'd only contact Shirley. I don't blame her, coz since the day I joined nursing, we seldom meet up and it was my fault. I'm trying to be closer to her.

In life, friends are hard to maintain. Life just goes on and new friends stream in. I don't wish to lose the closest secondary school friends that I have. I've lost a few and they won't come back, coz nobody admit that each one of us were wrong too. I doubted that they had seen it that way. I let go, when I received that text, coz all the hurt that created via facebook was beyond painful. I cried so much like a cry baby. I didn't like it, I felt it was cyber abuse. Not because of the word "disappointed" but the notes that each of them liked. They failed to see.

I still dream about them, dreamt about them apologising to me, dreamt that we are friends once again. But, none of it happen. I didn't invite them to my party, reason is very simple, I don't wish to have disappointment. I don't want to feel shitty if anything happen. Its just not easy.
Maybe I'm afraid, afraid that I'd be affected to see them again. After all, it should be a year now since we stopped seeing each other. The ending wasn't I wanted.

I hope for the better, till next time.