"Birthday syndrome"

I have exactly 11 days to my birthday party:} My birthday is on 19th april but I decided to throw a bbq party early in advance, which will be on my bf's grammy's bday :} 17th april is my dad'd but they only be coming on 18th. I've placed an order for my cupcakes and size 10" cake:D

Its amazing that I found http://shibertys.blogspot.com :}

She's great for a young girl like her to bake this well:D & of course she's very knowledgeable when comes to some enquiries:} I hope she won't find that I'm the most choosy and pain in the ass customer haha!

So, am very very excited and at the same time, very insecure.

I don't know all my friends will attend or just leave me down there alone. Its freaking scary and saddening if that happens.

Hope this won't happen. Till then, will update after my birthday party:D