Belated entry.

This is a belated entry:D I literally forgot to post about my birthday party.

On 17th April 2011, Sunday, went for mass shopping for groceries and also did my nails:D

I felt bad, I'm still do, coz went to get my nails done and left love and Leslie to do all the groceries. I didn't know they would buy all that without me:(

After that, went back to the chalet to rest and marinated the chicken wings with stiqah:}

Used love's mom's recipe. My parents did the catering of the rest of the food.

This was taken after a short swim in the pool:D

After that, went to collect my birthday cake and cupcakes:)

The very day, 18th April 2011, Monday, woke up early to go wild wild wet.

To my horror, it was closed:( it'll only open after 12/1pm.

So, I went to buy my maxi dress:}

After that, went back to chalet and started on the bbq food.

About 3pm, I went to prepare myself.

Jamaine & Damien were the first to rest. Glad that they could make it:D

Then followed by Ms Chiong, Corrine and Victor:}

More to come.

This is my lovely cake:} Cupcakes were amazing too, but didn't manage to snap a stunning pic of it. Btw, I was busy entertaining my friends.

I want to specially thank my parents, my bf Joseph, Leslie and Istiqah, for helping with preparing for the chalet party:} Especially my parents, I'm grateful that they grant my wish to have a chalet party:} Although it wasn't my expected party, it was still fun and memorable.

I want to thank Istiqah to help with the marinating of the chicken wings:D I enjoyed sharing the short yet fun moment with you:} Won't forget about the short dipped into the pool with your dearest Faiz:}

It was unexpectedly that, at least few of my friends had attended my party:} Especially Corrine, victor, Damian & my teacher Ms Chiong!:D

Those who didn't come, it was very disappointing. I was so hopeful and patience. I've text quite a few and updated on fb, not many of them responded or contacted me earlier.

Some even forgot to wish me, well expected. At least a few did apologised to me for not being able to make it and I'm glad that they cared:}

What really surprised me was that, I actually felt shy and happy when I was about to make a wish and blew out my candles.

After my birthday, things did happen. In a way that I'm always thinking about the flaws. I'm constantly thinking why this and this did that to me, & why this and this didn't think about my feelings? I'm tired of being treated this way. I feel more angered when I saw those messages. The walls are not sealed, they are hollow, do remember.

I mean this is the last time I'd write about friendship here, its just plain childish. Why can't we just think before we are being blinded by our anger? Sometimes years of knowing each other doesn't depicts the depth of understanding each other's personalities or characters. Yes, we do change through years of experiences or for instance, friends that we mixed with. Sometimes words can be a powerful weapon to hurt a person. I want a talk, a short ones, but, I just can't do it. Its really saddening that I got to resort to escape this problem.

I wish I'm like other people, who don't rant about friends over here, just be strong and mix with other friends. Can't be bothered by this kinda problem.

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The rest of the images, I will try to upload tmr. bye.